is it true?
is it over?
did i throw it away?
was it u?
did u tell me, u wud nvr leave me tis way?
if u really knew me. U cudn't do tis to me. U wud be my fren.
if 1 of us is lying,there's no use of trying. No need to pretend.
Falling out of a perfect dream,coming out of the blue.
Is it true?
Is it over?
Did i throw it away.
Was it u?
Did u tell me,u wud nvr leave me tis way.
is it true?
is it over?
Did i throw it away.
Was it u?
did u tell me, u wud nvr leave me tis way.
is it real?
did i dream it?
will i wake frm tis pain?
is it true?
is it over?
baby,did i throw it away?
is it true?
Hello!!
2022 going to end soon and i have been jobless since September 2021. I did a bunch of things this year but non was successful. Have been struggling with a lot of things but im trying my best to be strong.
I havent update my Japan trip, im sorry. I think i will continue it when im free. Tomorrow I have an interview. Wish me luck. I hope i got a job and plus hoping that that job is mean for me. Im tired of quiting job. I hope this will be the last.
2022 is a crazy year. My mental health is like a rollercoaster. I always show my strong front but deep down im a weak person. Health have been a crazy thing for me. I got Covid after my birthday, which is on October. I found out I have a chronic illness in the early of the year. Maybe one day i will share here. Good news, my chronic illness is in good condition. All this while didnt know i was very sick. After finding out, hope i able to make myself stay healthy.
I know this blog is like my diary but im so sorry for always neglecting you. I will try my best to change this blog again to something like my diary. Nothing too personal but something that i feel that i can share here.
Thats all for today. See you again, which im not sure when.
xoxo
Syazie <3